H1N1 Vaccine and Pregnancy

I'm disturbed. I'm concerned about the new rate of autism, which has seemingly almost doubled itself in a few short years from 1 in 150 to 1 in 91, and that said, I am extremely concerned about all those pregnant women out there who will be subjecting their babies to the H1N1 flu shot, thermerisol included!!!!! How will this affect the rate of autism in the next five years? Will it become 1 in 50? 1 in 30? I get so angry at the medical community sometimes. I'm not opposed to vaccines, unlike some members of the autism community, but I don't like the pushiness of most physicians. If I were pregnant, there would be no way to get me near a H1N1 shot unless they could guaratee it was manufactured without thermerisol. For those of you who don't know, thermerisol is a perservative containing mercury that was standard in vaccines previous to 2001, now it is only routinely used in flu vaccine. My children have never received a flu vaccine because of this. Many people believe thermerisol can be linked to the rise of autism because the symptoms of mercury poisioning and autism are similar, however, I don't believe it caused Ben's autism. I'm especially disturbed by a report I read about http://www.newsinferno.com/archives/13290
linking the Hepatitis B vaccine given to most newborns has been linked to developmental delays in baby monkeys. I'm sorry to say it, but I don't always trust the medical community anymore. Whatever the cause of Ben's autism, I wish I could go back in time and unvaccinate him. Even if his vaccinations didn't have thermerisol, I feel they did some unrevokeable damage to his brain. I strongly recommend anyone with a baby follow Dr. Sear's alternative vaccination schedule. A baby doesn't need a Hepatitis B shot at one day old. I've survived 36 years without ever having one.